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Channel
ستارهی در حالِ مرگ
@LostAndForgotten_0
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
30subscribers
+17 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1004462546625 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @LostAndForgotten_0 |
| Created | Between 1 June 2026 and 30 July 2026 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 12 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 9 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 6 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 9 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/LostAndForgotten_0 |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 9 Sept 2026, 07:57 | 30 | +1 |
| 31 Aug 2026, 04:14 | 29 | +1 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 10:04 | 28 | +6 |
| 16 Aug 2026, 14:08 | 22 | +9 |
| 12 Aug 2026, 04:01 | 13 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 20:26 | 13 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 30 July 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 11 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
از این میترسم که این دفعه هم تهِ جنگیدنهام نرسیدن باشه؛ ولی خب تا وقتی که تا آخرش نرم، نمیفهمم.
گفتم اشک با چشمانم قهر کرده؛ اما اگر در آغوشم بگیری، شاید تمامِ من در آغوش تو به گریه بنشیند.
این غم، یک دلیل و یک قصه ندارد؛ مجموعهایست از تمام چیزهایی که در من تلنبار شدند و هیچوقت فرصتِ تمام شدن پیدا نکردند.
آهنگهام بغلم کردن.
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از این نفرین همیشه فقط گوش شنوا بودن خسته هستم.
علاوه بر نه گفتن، نه شنیدن رو هم بلد باشین؛ نهیِ بدون توضیح.
تو این لحظه، دلم یه دستِ نوازش رو سرم میخواد.
یه مدتیه به خودم میام و میبینم یه ساعته زل زدم به دیوار. نگاهم به فیلمه، اما نمیبینمش. سر کلاسم، اما حرفهای استاد رو نمیشنوم. یکی صدام میزنه و بعد از چند بار میفهمم با منه. وسط حرف زدن با یکی، یهو متوجه میشم اصلاً گوش نمیدادم. انگار همهی صداهای اطراف پشت یه لایهی ضخیم گم شدن و فقط یه همهمهی مبهم ازشون به من میرسه. انگار شلوغیِ ذهنم، آرومآروم روی همهچیز سایه انداخته.
نبودت بیشتر از هر حضوری حس میشه.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @LostAndForgotten_0. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
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Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 9 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“ستارهی در حالِ مرگ” (@LostAndForgotten_0), 30 subscribers as measured 9 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/LostAndForgotten_0.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.