اركضُ في متاهة واحدة، أوّلها يوصلني إليك، وآخرها يُبعدُني عنك، وكِلا الطريقين أنا أرفضُهُ، فأين أقبع؟ أقبعُ في مُنتصفٍ ضائعٍ مثلي، حيثُ لا أصل إليك، ولا أنجو منك، ولا يَبرأُ قلبي منك أبداً! -ميريٰام.
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Channel
@Usaaand
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
225subscribers
-8 since we began measuring on 20 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1002234010435 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @Usaaand |
| Created | Between 1 June 2024 and 30 September 2024 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 20 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 12 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 12 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/Usaaand |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 12 Sept 2026, 14:37 | 225 | -3 |
| 3 Sept 2026, 21:35 | 228 | -1 |
| 28 Aug 2026, 03:55 | 229 | -4 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 21:24 | 233 | no change |
| 20 Aug 2026, 17:30 | 233 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 30 June 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 16 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
3 reactions across 3 posts, in 1 kind.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 3 | 100.0% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 3 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 3 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 30 June 2026 to 16 August 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
اركضُ في متاهة واحدة، أوّلها يوصلني إليك، وآخرها يُبعدُني عنك، وكِلا الطريقين أنا أرفضُهُ، فأين أقبع؟ أقبعُ في مُنتصفٍ ضائعٍ مثلي، حيثُ لا أصل إليك، ولا أنجو منك، ولا يَبرأُ قلبي منك أبداً! -ميريٰام.
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"خُذ غدي عنِّي وهاتِ الأمس، واتركنا معًا لاشيء، بعدَكَ، سوف يرحَلُ أو يَعُود.."
"لم يَبقَ لي إلاّ التَأمُّلُ في تجاعيد البُحَيرة."
"وكأنني قد متُّ قبل الآن.. أعرفُ هذه الرؤيا، وأعرفُ أنني أمضي إلى ما لستُ أعرفُ. رُبَّما مازلتُ حيّاً في مكانٍ ما، وأعرفُ ما أُريدُ.." -جدارية، محمود درويش
«آه ما أتعس الانسان عندما يداهمه العجز، ويفقد القدرة كليًا على ان يقول تلك الأشياء التي نامت معه وقامت خلال سنين.» -عبدالرحمن منيف
"الأصل ألا نؤلم بعضنا"
"لديَّ اليومَ أشغالٌ كثيرة: يجب أنْ أقضيَ بشكلٍ كاملٍ على الذاكرة، يجب أن يُصبحَ القلبُ قاسياً كالحجارة، يجب عليَّ أن أتعلَّم الحياة مِن جديد! " آنا أخماتوفا
المُرّ، إِنْ صَدَرَ مِن نبعٍ عذبٍ، يكونُ مُرّاً حقّاً.. بورشيا
أحيانًا حتى الجروح الغائرةُ في باطن قَدَمي تدرّبُني دون مواربةٍ على وعورة الدرب.. -سهراب سبهري
الملاك الحجري حتّى ذلك اليوم الذي لن أعودَ فيه إلى قصدير الأيام المحترقة، والفأس المرفوعة في يد الريح، أجمعُ نفسي، بكلّ خِرَق الأيام ونكباتها، تحتَ سقفِ هذا الملاك الحجري. هذا الحاضرُ المجَنَّح كبيتٍ يشبهُ قلبَ أبي عندما سحَبتهُ المنيّة مِن رسغه المقيَّد إلى جناح الملاك في تُراب الملكوت. حتّى ذلك اليوم، عندما يصعدُ العالمُ في صوتي بصهيل ألف حصان، وأرى بوّابة الأرض مفتوحةً أمامي حتّى ذلك اليوم الذي لن أعودَ فيه مثل…
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يا أيُّها الغُرباء، عِمتُم مساءً. يا أيُّها المُعذَّبُونَ، الكارهُونَ للحياة، الكادحونَ. يا كُلَّ أُمٍّ في الغمام الذَّهبيّ تفتّحت، عِمْتِ مساءً. يا زُهور، يا كُتب، وضعتُها في جنَّتي، عِمْتِ مساءً. عِمتُم جميعاً مساءً، عِمتُم مساءً.. رينيه شار
"قد يكون الضوء حُزنًا آخر" * من قصيدة «نوافذ» لقسطنطين كفافي
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @Usaaand. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
This channel appears in 1 seed channel's Telegram-generated recommendation list in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 12 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“هَواجس المُتنزِّه المُنفرِد بِنفسه” (@Usaaand), 225 subscribers as measured 12 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/Usaaand.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.