أكتبُ لكِ اليوم .. لا لأنكِ ستقرأين نصوصي، لأنني أعلمُ أنكِ لا تُبالين جليًا بما حصل، وتعيشين حياتكِ اليوم من دوني، أعلمُ أنكِ اليوم راحِلة. لكِن كما تعلمين أيضًا عزيزتي، أنا أكتبُ؛ لأنها الطريقة الوحيدة، الّتي تُبقيني على قيد وصالكِ، رُبَّمَا لأن روحي تأبى فراقكِ، عزيزتي مارغريت .. يا ذات الوشاح الأسود، كيف حالُكِ الليلة؟ سمعتُ إنكِ مريضة وحقيقة الأمر، إنني أتساءل، كيف تجرأ المرض أن يلمسكِ، وبأيّ حقٍ أتعبتكِ الحياة.…

Channel
نَواهِليّ
@Zz_am_N
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Stars · Posts · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
8,797subscribers
-332 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 3,162–10,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001281179898 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @Zz_am_N |
| Created | Between 1 April 2018 and 31 July 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 19 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 15 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 19 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/Zz_am_N |
Topic
Literature — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 11 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 96% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 19 Sept 2026, 05:00 | 8,797 | -29 |
| 14 Sept 2026, 17:16 | 8,826 | -22 |
| 11 Sept 2026, 11:59 | 8,848 | -30 |
| 6 Sept 2026, 17:16 | 8,878 | -38 |
| 1 Sept 2026, 23:35 | 8,916 | -23 |
| 30 Aug 2026, 09:35 | 8,939 | -25 |
| 27 Aug 2026, 10:55 | 8,964 | -18 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 01:56 | 8,982 | -30 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 15:23 | 9,012 | -11 |
| 17 Aug 2026, 21:58 | 9,023 | -41 |
| 14 Aug 2026, 14:56 | 9,064 | -36 |
| 11 Aug 2026, 05:51 | 9,100 | -25 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 19:28 | 9,125 | -4 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 11:00 | 9,129 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 10:55 | 9,129 | first reading |
Engagement
24 posts held, back to 1 August 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 33 pages of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
- ERR · 30 days
- 5.22%
- avg views ÷ 8,797 subscribers
- Avg views / post
- 460
- 2 posts measured
- Reaction rate
- —
- this channel exposes no reaction counts
- Posts in window
- 2
- of 24 held
ERR is average views per post over the last 30 days divided by subscribers, the definition TGStat uses, so this figure is comparable with the one you will see elsewhere. It falls structurally as a channel grows: a high ERR on a small channel and a low one on a large channel describe reach mathematics, not quality. We publish the figure and the sample it came from and pass no verdict on it.
ER is defined industry-wide as (forwards + reactions + comments) ÷ views — note the denominator is views, not subscribers. Telegram’s public web preview carries views and reactions but not forward or comment counts, so the reaction rate above is the reactions term only and is therefore a floor: the true ER for this channel is higher by an amount we have not measured and will not estimate.
| Window | Rolling 30 days · latest post in window 27 August 2026 |
|---|---|
| Posts held | 24 (1 August 2025 – 27 August 2026) |
| Views total | 919 |
| Reactions total | — |
| Forwards / comments | not exposed by the public surface — not measured, not estimated |
| Readings taken | 28 Aug 2026, 15:49 UTC |
Views are a single reading per post, taken at the time above. A post published in the last day or two is still accumulating views, which pulls the 30-day average down slightly. That is a property of the standard definition rather than a fault in it, so we keep the definition rather than “correcting” the number into something nobody can reproduce.
Precision. Telegram publishes view counts on its public widget in short form — 8.12K, 3.7M — so any reading at or above 1,000 reaches us rounded to three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. Averages and rates derived from them are shown to the same precision rather than to the unit: a figure like 3,701,250 would assert digits nobody measured.
Reaction counts are published per emoji and rounded the same way, so a total below 1,000 is exact and a larger one is a sum that may carry a rounded component from each emoji above 1,000. Because it is a sum, it does not look rounded — read a large reaction total as three significant figures per contributing emoji rather than as the figure it prints.
Telegram Stars
- Stars received
- 35
- across the posts below
- Posts paid on
- 6
- of 24 we hold a reading for · 25%
- Most on one post
- 12
- single highest reading
A paid reaction is a reader spending Telegram Stars — bought with money — on a post by @Zz_am_N. Telegram publishes the count on the public post preview alongside ordinary reactions, and this register reads it there. It is the only figure on this site that measures money moving rather than attention.
Stars are not reactions, and the two are never added. They are rendered in the same strip on Telegram and counted in the same shape, but one is a tap and the other is a purchase. The reaction totals and the engagement rate elsewhere on this page exclude every figure in this section, and no rate here is computed against a reaction count.
This is not revenue, and we publish no currency figure. What a Star costs a reader and what it pays a channel are different numbers, Telegram takes a share we cannot observe, and the terms have changed. Converting a Star count into money would be an estimate dressed as a measurement, so the count is where we stop.
Counted over the 24 most recent posts we hold for this entry, published 1 August 2025 to 27 August 2026. Star counts above 1,000 reach us in Telegram’s short form and carry the same three-significant-figure rounding as everything else on this page.
Recent posts
عَزيزتيّ يا أيّتُها اليّرقانة الصغيرّة يا أول مَحطّات الرَّبيع في قلبيّ .. قَبل أنّ تَبلغيّ كَونكِ فَرّاشةً بِجناحيّكِ أو مِنْ دونِهُما ! أُحِبُّكِ. - خَربشآتي
لم أعد أُحب أن أشرح عندما يُساء الظن بي ، أما أنتِ تعالي أروي لكِ القصة من البداية
وأنتِ هُناكَ ترتدينَ الأسود وتُمارسين حياتكِ الطبيعية أنا هُنا أتوهَجُ بكِ وأحترق مِثلَ عود البخور.
قبلَ عِدة ٲيامْ .. ٳستلطفتني الفتاةُ التي ٲهواها مازِحةً حينَ قالت ليّ ٲيُها الملاكْ .. ومِنْ يومها وٲنا ٲعتليّ السطحَ نائِمًا مِن ٲجلْ ٲنّ تتسِعَ ٲجنِحتي المَكان . - خَربشآتي
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لا تُحِبّي كاتبًا ... فالكاتب لا يُحِب كغيره، ولا يرى الأشياء كما يراها الناس، قد يجعلُكِ امرأةً، ثُم وَطنًا، ثُم حُلمًا، ثُم قصيدةً، ثُم يُبعثُركِ بين شخصيات خيالة، هو رَجُلٌ استثنائي، يعيش في الواقع بجسده وفي الخيال بروحه، إن رَحلتِ، لم ينتهِ الأمر بالنسبةِ إليه بل سيخلُق في ذاكرتِه امرأةً تُشبِهُكِ ويُكمل معها ما لم يكتمل مَعكِ، وإن اغترب، اتخذَ مِنَ الخيالِ وَطنًا ومِنَ الكلماتِ بيتًا. حين يُحِبكِ، لن تعرفي دائمً…
" المُحاولة من شيم الرجال " الزلمة الحقيقي ما توقفة أول عقبة، ولا أول رفض، ولا أول ظرف صعب إذا چان مقتنع بالشخص إللي يحبّة، يحاول وإذا فشلت المُحاولة الأولى، يجرب الثانية وإذا نسدّت الدنيا بوجهه، يدور على باب ثاني لأن المُحب الصادق ما يدور على أعذار يدور على حلول لهالسبب عجبتني المقولة إللي تگول "يُخيلُ إليَّ أن الحُبّ أعمى، حتى أراهُ يجتاز الحواجز بمهارة الفُرسان، فأقولُ الحُبّ بَصير، ما دام المُحب فارِسًا." وفعلًا …
رُبَّما حين نلتقي، تنتهي الحرب، وتعودُ العصافيرُ تُزقزقُ فوق الأغصان، وتنهضُ الزهورُ من بينِ الشبابيكِ مُشرقةً من جديد. رُبَّما سيعرفُ العالمُ طعمَ السلام، حين تبتسمين في وجهي، فتنحني البنادقُ خجلًا من عينيكِ. رُبَّمَا سيُرفع نشيد الوطن، في شَوارع الموتِ، حينَ تُغنينَ مَعي، رُبَّمَا سَتُمطر السَماءُ فرحًا، وتَمسحُ دُموع الأطفال، حين نتعانق. - خَربشآتي
إنّها مِثالية ... ومِن أيّ ناحية؟ مِن عقلِها وعُمقِها وطريقتها المُختلفة عن بقية القطيع ، ومِن ذلكَ الجَمالُ الذي لا يشبه أحدًا . وآهٍ مِن جَمالُها ... عيناها تحديدًا يُربِكان كُلَّ مَن يلمحهُما ، نظرةً واحدة كافية لِتُقلِب حالك، وتجعلُكَ تندهش وكأنكَ تراها لأول مَرة كُلَّ مَرّة. وأعترف ... أنا أحسِدُ كُلُ مَن يراها يوميًا ، أحسِدُ كُلَ مَن تَمُر أمامة تِلكَ العينين اللتين تحمِلان مدينةً أمِنَّة، وحنينَ وَطنٍ، وقو…
لستُ ٲكرهُكِ .. انا فعلًا لا ٲحاول فعلَ ذلِكَ لكِنني ٲغتاضُ ! كُلما خطرَّ ٳسمُكِ في مُخيّلتي وٲشعِرُ ٳنَّ هُنالِكَ عارٌ يجري في دمي. - خَربشآتي
لَوْ كانَ بِمقدوريّ الرجوع بِالزَمن لَعدتُ لِتلكَ اللَحظة الّتي كانَ حمورابيّ يُشِرعُ قوانينَ مَسلتهِ وأنبئهُ عَنّ أهمْ قانونِ قدّ غابَ عَنّ ذكرهِ ! "إنَّ النَظرِ لِعيونكِ مُحرَّمٌ ووَحديّ أنا .. مَنْ يُحَلُّ ليّ إرتِكابّ هذا الذَنبّ العَظيمْ". - خَربشآتي
Showing the 12 most recent of 24 posts we hold for @Zz_am_N. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Stars beside a post are paid reactions — Telegram Stars, bought with money and spent on that post. They are a different unit from reactions and are never added to them, here or anywhere else on this page.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@Mazreading · 79,789
Telegram ranks this channel #36 of 73 here — alongside 72 others — read 1 September 2026
This channel appears in 1 seed channel's Telegram-generated recommendation list in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 19 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“نَواهِليّ” (@Zz_am_N), 8,797 subscribers as measured 19 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/Zz_am_N.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.