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رسالة انتحار🖤

@ah89st

On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry

563subscribers

-6 since we began measuring on 16 August 2026

Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.

Register entry

Telegram ID-1001458326643
TypeChannel
Username@ah89st
CreatedBetween 1 April 2019 and 31 October 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated.
First recorded16 August 2026
Last confirmed live18 September 2026
Measurements held6
Confirmed unchanged1 time, most recently 18 September 2026
On Telegramt.me/ah89st

Topic

Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 21 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 59% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.

Growth

56356956616 August 2026 — 569 subscribers17 August 2026 — 569 subscribers24 August 2026 — 568 subscribers30 August 2026 — 567 subscribers9 September 2026 — 565 subscribers18 September 2026 — 563 subscribers16 August 202618 September 2026
6 measurements spanning 33 days, net -6. Dots are measurements; the straight line between them is drawn to join them, not to claim we know the path taken in between — snapshots are recorded only when a count changes, so gaps mean “no change observed”, never “interpolated”. The vertical axis spans 562–570 and does not start at zero.
Measurement log — every subscribers count we have recorded
Measured (UTC)SubscribersChange
18 Sept 2026, 02:17563-2
9 Sept 2026, 20:58565-2
30 Aug 2026, 20:55567-1
24 Aug 2026, 13:37568-1
17 Aug 2026, 12:13569no change
16 Aug 2026, 05:15569first reading

Engagement

20 posts held, back to 25 November 2025the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.

Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 9 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.

What this channel posts

Video runtime
47s
Average length
16s

Measured directly from 3 videos with a duration reading, out of the posts we hold for this channel — not this channel’s whole posting history, only the sample this register has actually read. An exact reading to the second, taken from the post itself rather than from Telegram’s own rounded chrome, so it carries no mark.

Recent posts

9 Aug 2026, 01:46 UTC73 viewsread 16 August 2026

الوحشية ليست في الخروج إلى البرية، يكفي أن يستنكرك القلب الذي عرفته

13 May 2026, 21:22 UTC728 viewsread 16 August 2026

أبتسم كثيرًا، لا لأنني بخير، بل لأنني تعبت من شرح الخراب الذي يسكنني. أحمل في داخلي ضجيجًا لا يسمعه أحد، ومعاركَ أخوضها كل يوم دون أن يلاحظها أحد. أبدو ثابتًا من الخارج، بينما روحي تتآكل تحت ثقل ما أخفيه. هناك تعبٌ لا يُشفى بالنوم، ولا يزول بالكلام، تعبٌ يولد من كثرة الصمت، من كثرة التحمّل، ومن محاولات النجاة التي لا يراها أحد أبدو هادئًا كبحرٍ عند الغروب، بينما في أعماقي عاصفةٌ لا تجد شاطئًا ترسو عليه

10 May 2026, 16:04 UTC782 viewsread 16 August 2026

أمشي بين الوجوه كأنّي آخرُ الناجين من مدينةٍ غمرها الصمت؛ يحيطني الناس من كلّ صوب، لكنّ وحدتي أوسعُ من أن يملأها أحد أخالطُ الناس بوجهٍ هادئ، وفي داخلي خرابٌ لا يراه أحد أضحك بينهم كأنّي منهم، بينما روحي تجلسُ وحيدةً في أقصى الظلام، تنتظرُ يدًا لن تأتي

31 Mar 2026, 11:23 UTC≈1,110 viewsread 16 August 2026

الصداع غيمةٌ ثقيلة تستقر فوق رأسي، تحجب صفاء اللحظة وتثقل أنفاسي. نبضٌ متسارع كطبولٍ خفيّة، يطرق جدران الفكر بلا هوادة. تتلاشى التفاصيل، ويذوب العالم في ضبابٍ موجع لا ملامح له. وأبقى وحيدًا، أعدّ دقات الألم كأنها زمنٌ لا يريد أن ينتهي

30 Mar 2026, 12:28 UTC≈1,010 viewsread 16 August 2026

سُلبت طمأنينةُ قلبي أصبح كل شيء يُرعبني حتى طرق الباب

23 Mar 2026, 01:38 UTC≈1,080 viewsread 16 August 2026

في ظل جميع من حولك تجدُ نفسك وحيداً

15 Mar 2026, 01:52 UTC871 viewsread 16 August 2026

محاولتك بالهَرب لأثبات أنك تجاوزت، هي بحَد ذاتِها تعني أنك لازلت عالِق

14 Mar 2026, 02:47 UTC851 viewsread 16 August 2026

لا أشعر بشيء سوى قلق يسير في عروقي

11 Mar 2026, 17:46 UTC857 viewsread 16 August 2026

‏أريد أن أنام، لكن النوم يفرُّ من رُعب أفكاري.

10 Mar 2026, 02:24 UTC860 viewsread 16 August 2026

المُنتحِر، وحدهُ يَظنُّ إِنَّهُ يَستطيع المُغادَرة مِنْ البَاب، الذي هوَّ مُجرد رَسمٍ علىٰ الجِدار

Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @ah89st. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.

Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels

The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.

- مجرة وسط السماء 🖤 .
@majarrahsky · 95,607
Telegram ranks this channel #26 of 74 here — alongside 73 others — read 16 August 2026

This channel appears in 1 seed channel's Telegram-generated recommendation list in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.

Cite this entry

A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 18 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.

“رسالة انتحار🖤” (@ah89st), 563 subscribers as measured 18 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/ah89st.

Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.