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Channel
Lueur d'Aube
@cuuiue
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
1,268subscribers
-64 since we began measuring on 15 September 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1002185423025 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @cuuiue |
| Created | Between 1 June 2024 and 30 September 2024 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 15 September 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 23 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 10 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 23 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/cuuiue |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 5 October 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 99% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 23 Oct 2026, 14:25 | 1,268 | -7 |
| 20 Oct 2026, 07:37 | 1,275 | -6 |
| 17 Oct 2026, 00:09 | 1,281 | -9 |
| 14 Oct 2026, 10:31 | 1,290 | -4 |
| 10 Oct 2026, 18:58 | 1,294 | -9 |
| 5 Oct 2026, 00:19 | 1,303 | +3 |
| 26 Sept 2026, 07:58 | 1,300 | -29 |
| 17 Sept 2026, 03:20 | 1,329 | -3 |
| 15 Sept 2026, 23:22 | 1,332 | no change |
| 15 Sept 2026, 22:47 | 1,332 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 26 February 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 4 September 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
𝗺𝘆 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 | 𝘀𝗲𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 💌 كان في بداية سبتمبر شيء يشبه الوعد، لم أعرف مصدره ولم يكن ثمة ما يبرزه، لكنني استيقظت في الأيام الأولى بشعور خفيف يقول لي إن شيئًا ما سيتغيّر كنتُ أرى الأيام المقبلة واسعة، مليئة بالاحتمالات وكأنها تتسع لكل ما تمنيته منها يومًا كنت أريد أن أبدأ، وأن أملأها بما يجعلها جديرة بأن تُعاش، وكان يكفيني أن أشعر بأنني أريد ذلك حتى يبدو كل شيء ممكنًا ثم حدث ما يحدث دائمًا، هدأ الشعور ليس فجأة…
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وعسانا عسانا بعد هذه المشقة نلقى مُنانا، يا رب
أشد ما في الفقد أن القلب يرفض التصديق، لكن أعظم ما يواسيه أن من اختاره الله، اختاره بعلمه ورحمته فلا يعترض قلبٌ على رحمةٍ وسعت كل شيء
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السنة اللي فاتت كنت نتمنى في ربع اللي عندي اليوم، الحمد لله على عظيم فضله و تسخيره
كل ليلة أوقظ قلبي قبل أن يغفو فأذكّره، إن تكالبت عليّ آلام الدنيا بأسرها ثم نلت الجنة فما خسرتُ شيئًا، وإن تكاملت لديّ وحصلت على نعيمها بأكمله ثم أضعت الجنة، فما ربحتُ شيئًا فاللهم يا رب العرش العظيم لا تجعل مصيبتي في ديني ولا تجعل عثرتي في صحيفتي
لن تجدني في شخص آخر، هذهِ الدهشة لا تحدث إلا مرة واحدة في العمر
إنني مُنشغل برفع مقامي عند ربي، فلا يعنيني هدم مقامي في عيون العالمين
اللهم إن ضلت نفسي طريقها فردها إليك ردًا جميلًا
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @cuuiue. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@zadakfedaqa2k · 21,292
Telegram ranks this channel #71 of 71 here — alongside 70 others — read 27 September 2026
@badr_almhare · 24,129
Telegram ranks this channel #83 of 89 here — alongside 88 others — read 15 September 2026
This channel appears in 2 seed channels' Telegram-generated recommendation lists in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 23 October 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Lueur d'Aube” (@cuuiue), 1,268 subscribers as measured 23 October 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/cuuiue.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.