I loved you with the kind of quiet consistency that only comes when staying is harder than leaving. I reshaped myself to make room for you, never realizing that I was losing pieces of me in the process. I believed that love was a test of endurance—but effort isn't a currency for miracles. We didn't end with a bang or a betrayal. We ended because we were two people moving at different depths. It’s a hard truth to sit …

Channel
feel the truth.
@feelthetruth
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
2,938subscribers
-76 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001442582181 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @feelthetruth |
| Created | 2 October 2019 — measured — cross-checked against a third-party dataset (ext.tg_channel) |
| First recorded | 6 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 16 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 13 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 16 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/feelthetruth |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 15 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 85% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 16 Sept 2026, 03:41 | 2,938 | -8 |
| 12 Sept 2026, 16:59 | 2,946 | -6 |
| 8 Sept 2026, 07:37 | 2,952 | -8 |
| 2 Sept 2026, 20:44 | 2,960 | -4 |
| 30 Aug 2026, 23:43 | 2,964 | -6 |
| 27 Aug 2026, 23:04 | 2,970 | -7 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 16:35 | 2,977 | -8 |
| 21 Aug 2026, 02:42 | 2,985 | -6 |
| 17 Aug 2026, 16:34 | 2,991 | -8 |
| 14 Aug 2026, 09:15 | 2,999 | -8 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 17:03 | 3,007 | -7 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 14:15 | 3,014 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 21:48 | 3,014 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 30 October 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 3 pages of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 28 April 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
you shouldn't beg anyone to stay in your life, because if they want, they'll.
you taught me how to deals with bad days but you didn't taught me how to deals with days when there's no you in it.
what really hurts is that we never said goodbye. we just kind of ended.
i cried of you, but i still stay.
me: i'm over it. also me: *overthinks it 981 times*
teach me how to live without you and you'll see just how much it changes me.
I remember the night we decided to fall In love with each other— we were laughing with so many sparkles in our eyes because we knew we've found the love of our life and now... the silence is scary because I know you're ready to let me go and the saddest part is I still have those million sparkles inside my eyes and your eyes.. they are empty.
but for now, thanks for the temporary happiness, lets back to being strangers with a lot of memories <3
sometimes i felt like i did enough, i gave my best and i tried everything to pull through even through the hardest shit and thought i did very well, but to know that it wasn't enough, just crushes me.
i feel so empty without you like i'm missing my other half, it hurts to see you move on, but as long as you’re happy that’s all that matters.
i just really wanna see you, sit down, drink coffee and talk to you. i miss listening to your voice and pouring my heart out to you.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @feelthetruth. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 2 registered channels — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 16 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“feel the truth.” (@feelthetruth), 2,938 subscribers as measured 16 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/feelthetruth.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.