ذرفتُ منْ الدموعِ ما يكفي لإغراقِ قلبٍ كاملْ… ومعَ ذلكْ، ما زالَ الألمُ كما هوَ.. وبرغمِ أنَّني لا أعرفُ شعورَ أولئكَ الذينَ يُغمضونَ أعيُنَهمْ للمرَّةِ الأخيرةِ دونَ أنْ يعودُوا… إلَّا أنَّ التعبَ بداخلي يجعلُني أتمنى لو أعرفَ معنى ذلكَ الشعورْ...

Channel
يوميات ""مدني تائه"" ؛؛
@hishamalsalahi
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
2,420subscribers
-130 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001423523575 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @hishamalsalahi |
| Created | Between 1 April 2019 and 30 September 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 6 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 25 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 15 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 25 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/hishamalsalahi |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 15 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 98% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 25 Sept 2026, 08:40 | 2,420 | -19 |
| 16 Sept 2026, 19:41 | 2,439 | -17 |
| 12 Sept 2026, 19:58 | 2,456 | -10 |
| 8 Sept 2026, 17:41 | 2,466 | -10 |
| 3 Sept 2026, 18:15 | 2,476 | -9 |
| 31 Aug 2026, 01:48 | 2,485 | -5 |
| 27 Aug 2026, 22:26 | 2,490 | -9 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 12:18 | 2,499 | -15 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 17:08 | 2,514 | -8 |
| 17 Aug 2026, 12:37 | 2,522 | -14 |
| 13 Aug 2026, 17:36 | 2,536 | -2 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 15:43 | 2,538 | -11 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 05:15 | 2,549 | -1 |
| 6 Aug 2026, 17:16 | 2,550 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 17:07 | 2,550 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 21 June 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 2 pages of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 21 May 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
يا ليتَ مَن وَعَدَتْ بالوَصلِ لَمْ تَعدِ ولَمْ تُجَرِعْ فُؤادي عَلقَمَ الكَمَدِ
Signed الحس الراقي
ﺍﺑﺘﻌﺪ ﺣﻴﻦ ﺗﺸﻌﺮ ﺃﻥَّ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻙ ﻳﻘﺘﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻬﺎﻳﺘﻪ، ﻏﺎﺩﺭْ ﻭﺍﺣﺘﻔﻆ ﺑﻤﺎ ﺗﺒﻘَّﻰ ﻣﻨﻚ ...
Signed الحس الراقي
ثم تكتشف مؤخرًا أن أكثر أخطائك في الحياة كانت بسبب العطف لا بسبب القسوة ...
Signed الحس الراقي
نفسياً .. العتاب بالتجاهل هو أقسى من العتاب بالكلام ...
Signed الحس الراقي
نفسيًّا .. من تجده صامتًا ولا يناقشك رغم أنك تعلم بأنه مُحاوِر جيد، فاعلم أنه توصل لقناعة بأن النقاش معك في ذلك الموضوع لن يغير شيئًا ...
Signed الحس الراقي
فارغٌ من كلِّ شيء، لا يُوجدُ شيءٌ سوى الذكريات التي أحملها بصدري ...
Signed الحس الراقي
مدينون بالحب لكل من جعلنا نبصر شيئًا جميلاً في أنفسنا حين أوشكنا على الانطفاء ...
Signed الحس الراقي
إنه طريقك وحدك، قد يرافقك فيه أحدهم لفترةٍ من الوقت، لكنْ لن يكملَه أحدٌ غيرك ...
Signed الحس الراقي
لم تعدْ الحافة تشكِّل أي خطرٍ بالنسبة لي، لقد اعتدتُ على السقوط مرارًا وتكرارًا ...
Signed الحس الراقي
يكثرُ الكلام في داخلي ولا أجدُ من أخبره به، ثم يموت في حنجرتي كغُصَّةٍ للأبد ...
Signed الحس الراقي
أعان اللهُ أصحاب الظنون السيئة، هناك مسافة طويلة جدًا بينهم وبين راحة البال ...
Signed الحس الراقي
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @hishamalsalahi. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@ahmed_alziwar1 · 22,266
Telegram ranks this channel #68 of 73 here — alongside 72 others — read 21 September 2026
This channel appears in 1 seed channel's Telegram-generated recommendation list in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 25 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“يوميات ""مدني تائه"" ؛؛” (@hishamalsalahi), 2,420 subscribers as measured 25 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/hishamalsalahi.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.