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Channel
اللَّهَف
@llaxi9
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
3,736subscribers
-3 since we began measuring on 6 September 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 3,162–10,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001373198821 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @llaxi9 |
| Created | Between 1 April 2018 and 31 July 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 6 September 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 9 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 3 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 9 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/llaxi9 |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 9 Sept 2026, 09:41 | 3,736 | -3 |
| 6 Sept 2026, 09:22 | 3,739 | no change |
| 6 Sept 2026, 08:47 | 3,739 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 9 August 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 9 September 2024. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
ربي أجعلني اتحسس نِعمك عليّ بدهشة الذي يرى الشيء للمرة الأولى و اوزعني أن أشكرك عليها شكر المؤمن المُحب الشغوف
من الإجحاف وقلة الأصل لما تقابل الحنيّة بصلابه وتتجبّر على قلب كان ذراك بليله باردة كاويّه لاتردّ العطاء بس لا تنسى المعروف وتلبس صفة الجحدان ترى ما أسوء من الكذب إلا النكّار الجحود
Photo, posted without a caption
الي ودّه الكون ما يرده و هذا مثل كفيل بإغلاق أبواب الأعذار و المشاريه و اللوم الي يبيك يدلّك و يجيك لو كنت تبعد عنه بُعد السما عن الأرض وأيضًا لا أشتهى القلب ساق القدم
عزيزي المُنخدع - مافي إنسان طيّب وفجأه تردى هو بالأساس كان ردي وقليل أصل بس ما أُتيحت له الفرصة يبين لك قلّة أصله و معدنه لكن المواقف والنهايات دايمًا تعرّي
سخيف جدًا لما تتذكر عدد المرات الي أبحرت فيها في شعور مُعين وبالغت فيه بس عشان ماعندك شي يشغلك عنه
الفراغ مصيبة و صحيح لما قالوا إنه يضخّم غالبية الشعور مثل العاطفة والتعب والألم حدّ إنك تنجرف تجاه شعور وأمر ما يستحق أصلًا
Voice message, posted without a caption
تنخفض طاقتي وتنمحي وتتلاشى كلها بمُجرد ما أكون بين أشخاص يصعبون الأمور السهلة ويعارضون كل فكرة و إقتراح وما يعطونك مجال تقول رأيك لأن هم الصحّ وكل العالم غلط
صباح الخير اللَّهَف - نعيد و نكرر المستريح اللي من الهمّ خالي هو اللي خفّض توقعاته أو عدَمْها عاش دنياه وهو لا يتوقع شيء ولا ينتظر من أحد شيء سلم الأمر لله ورضى بما آتاه الله
وآمن روعاتي لأن مخاوفي كثير وأحفظني من الخسارات لأن مامعي قلب يتحمل الخسارة وأحلل عقدتي من لساني لأن الكتمان صعب والكلام تفريج وأجعلني ممن أحببتهم فالأرض وفي السماء
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @llaxi9. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@pljt12 · 31,309
Telegram ranks this channel #30 of 73 here — alongside 72 others — read 6 September 2026
@u7inii · 29,586
Telegram ranks this channel #68 of 84 here — alongside 83 others — read 8 September 2026
This channel appears in 2 seed channels' Telegram-generated recommendation lists in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 9 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“اللَّهَف” (@llaxi9), 3,736 subscribers as measured 9 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/llaxi9.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.