مَا بينَ أوهامٍ وحزنِ شباب مَا فادَ لومِي أو كثيرُ عِتابي عَاتبتُ دهرًا لا يرقُّ لأدمُعي وَمحوتُ حُزنَ قصَائدي فوَجدتُهُ في ساعتي في جيئتي وذهابي ومِن الغَرائب أن بعضِي باعَني ومِن العَجائب ضرَّني أحبَابي

Channel
Marilyn
@maarrilyn
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
3,894subscribers
-31 since we began measuring on 25 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 3,162–10,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001202215818 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @maarrilyn |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 August 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 25 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 16 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 8 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 16 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/maarrilyn |
Topic
Literature — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 14 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 100% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 16 Sept 2026, 12:01 | 3,894 | -6 |
| 12 Sept 2026, 15:56 | 3,900 | -1 |
| 8 Sept 2026, 12:39 | 3,901 | -10 |
| 3 Sept 2026, 16:00 | 3,911 | -6 |
| 31 Aug 2026, 08:37 | 3,917 | -1 |
| 28 Aug 2026, 14:58 | 3,918 | -7 |
| 25 Aug 2026, 09:00 | 3,925 | no change |
| 25 Aug 2026, 08:45 | 3,925 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 12 May 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 23 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
وَمَا اتَّخَذَ الْمَرْءُ الْوَهْمَ حَيَاةً إِلّا لِيَنْسَى وَاقِعًا مُرًّا يَطْغَى عَلَيْهِ وَيُقسَى
نَفْسِي تَضِجُّ بِحَرْبٍ لَسْتُ مُوقِدَهَا أَنَا القَتِيلُ وَبَاغِي الثَّأْرِ وَالجَانِي مَا كُنْتُ أَحْسَبُ أَنَّ الفِكْرَ يَقْتُلُنِي وَأَنَّ نِيرَانَهُ تَسْعَى لِتَصْلَانِي
فاظلُمْ كَمَا شِئتَ لا أرْجُوكَ مَرْحَمَةٌ إنّا إلَى اللّٰه يَومَ الحَشْرِ نَحْتَكِمُ.
مُتسائلًا عنّي وَلستُ أدُلني وأعودُ مَجهول الخُطى أتعثّرُ
ما لي أراك بِكُلِّ وجهٍ عابرٍ في أعينِ الغُرباءِ والأصحاب طافت بك الدُنيا وغبت عن المدى فغدوت أنت ملامِحَ الأغرابِ
وَلَمّا قَضى التَوديعُ فينا قَضاءَهُ رَجَعتُ وَلَكِن لا تَسَل كَيفَ مَرجِعي فَيا عَينِيَ العَبرى عَلَيَّ فَأَسكِبي وَيا كَبِدي الحَرّى عَليهِم تَقَطَّعي
وَدَّعتُهُ وَبوُدّي لَو يُوَدِّعُنِي صَفوَ الحَياةِ وَأَنّي لا أَودعُهُ
يا ليتَ شعري ما يُخبِّئُهُ غدي؟ إنّي أروحُ مع الظنونِ وأغتدي ماذا سيولدُ يومَ تولدُ يا غدي؟ إنّي أُحسُّ بهولِ هذا المولدِ
يتقاتل الضِّدّان بين أضالعي عَزْمُ اليقينِ وحيرةُ المُرتابِ صُبْحي بلا شمسِ.. وأمّا أنجُمي فَبَريقُ بارودٍ وومضُ حرابِ أرفو بخيطِ الذّكرياتِ حشاشةً خَرَمَتْ ملاءَتَها نِصالُ غيابِ الدّارُ بالأحبابِ.. ما أفياؤُها إنْ أَقْفَرَتْ داري من الأحباب؟
وَلَكِن فِطامُ النَفسِ أَثقَلُ مَحمَلًا مِنَ الصَخرَةِ الصَمّاءِ حينَ تَرومُها
أَشْكُوك أَمْ أَشْكُو إِلَيْك صَبَابَتِي أَنْت الدَّوَاءُ وَمِنْك كَانَ الدَّاءُ
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @maarrilyn. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@Mazreading · 79,789
Telegram ranks this channel #21 of 73 here — alongside 72 others — read 1 September 2026
@for_ro_you · 25,156
Telegram ranks this channel #33 of 82 here — alongside 81 others — read 14 September 2026
@STNRYA · 50,232
Telegram ranks this channel #54 of 84 here — alongside 83 others — read 25 August 2026
This channel appears in 3 seed channels' Telegram-generated recommendation lists in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 16 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Marilyn” (@maarrilyn), 3,894 subscribers as measured 16 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/maarrilyn.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.