فکر از دست دادن این پیوند که به نازکی یک تار موست بغض کوچکی در دهانم مینشاند انگار چیزی آن قدر ظریف میان ما کشیده شده که یک نفس سنگین میتواند پاره اش کند
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Channel
@marmaladsib
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
172subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 26 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001525635552 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @marmaladsib |
| Created | Between 1 August 2021 and 28 February 2023 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 26 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 18 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 18 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/marmaladsib |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 18 Sept 2026, 15:57 | 172 | -2 |
| 11 Sept 2026, 05:36 | 174 | -3 |
| 2 Sept 2026, 21:28 | 177 | +5 |
| 26 Aug 2026, 13:30 | 172 | no change |
| 26 Aug 2026, 13:15 | 172 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 18 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
ERR is average views per post over the last 30 days divided by subscribers, the definition TGStat uses, so this figure is comparable with the one you will see elsewhere. It falls structurally as a channel grows: a high ERR on a small channel and a low one on a large channel describe reach mathematics, not quality. We publish the figure and the sample it came from and pass no verdict on it.
ER is defined industry-wide as (forwards + reactions + comments) ÷ views — note the denominator is views, not subscribers. Telegram’s public web preview carries views and reactions but not forward or comment counts, so the reaction rate above is the reactions term only and is therefore a floor: the true ER for this channel is higher by an amount we have not measured and will not estimate. It is computed over the 11 of 12 measured posts that carry a reaction reading, and over those same posts' views.
| Window | Rolling 30 days · latest post in window 25 August 2026 |
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| Posts held | 20 (18 August 2026 – 25 August 2026) |
| Views total | 305 |
| Reactions total | 27 |
| Forwards / comments | not exposed by the public surface — not measured, not estimated |
| Readings taken | 26 Aug 2026, 13:30 UTC |
Views are a single reading per post, taken at the time above. A post published in the last day or two is still accumulating views, which pulls the 30-day average down slightly. That is a property of the standard definition rather than a fault in it, so we keep the definition rather than “correcting” the number into something nobody can reproduce.
Precision. Telegram publishes view counts on its public widget in short form — 8.12K, 3.7M — so any reading at or above 1,000 reaches us rounded to three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. Averages and rates derived from them are shown to the same precision rather than to the unit: a figure like 3,701,250 would assert digits nobody measured.
Reaction counts are published per emoji and rounded the same way, so a total below 1,000 is exact and a larger one is a sum that may carry a rounded component from each emoji above 1,000. Because it is a sum, it does not look rounded — read a large reaction total as three significant figures per contributing emoji rather than as the figure it prints.
56 reactions across 17 posts, in 1 kind.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
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| 🌚 | 56 | 100.0% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 17 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 56 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 18 August 2026 to 25 August 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
فکر از دست دادن این پیوند که به نازکی یک تار موست بغض کوچکی در دهانم مینشاند انگار چیزی آن قدر ظریف میان ما کشیده شده که یک نفس سنگین میتواند پاره اش کند
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هنگامیکه زنان شروع به صحبت درباره تبعیضی که متحمل شده و حقوقهایی که از آنها سلب شده است میکنند، مردان از این وهم دارند که ذرهای از حقوقی که همواره، تمام و کمال داشته و دارند از دست بدهند.
من دلایل بسیاری دارم که نخواهی مرا بشناسی یا از نزدیک شدن به من بترسی میدانم سخت است بعضی تاریکی ها را نمیشود بی آنکه زخمی شوی تماشا کرد و من سالهاست تاریکی های خودم را با خودم حمل میکنم اگر روزی به من نزدیک شدی بدان که پا به جایی گذاشته ای که بعضی زخم ها هنوز زنده اند و بعضی سایه ها هنوز نام مرا میدانند
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لحظه شماری میکنم برای دانشگاه برای درس خواندن تا مرز فراموشی برای روزهایی که آنقدر خسته باشم که شب دیگر چیزی از این خانه برای فکر کردن در من باقی نمانده باشد
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در این خانه خیلی وقت است روحم پوسیده و من هر روز با بوی ماندگی خودم از خواب بیدار میشوم
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دلم برای دانشگاه تنگ شده برای پیاده روی های طولانی در غروب برای خیابان های شلوغ و آن تنهایی عجیبی که میانشان داشتم برای اینکه گردن بی پناهم را دور شال گردن پنهان کنم و دست های سرد و رنجورم را دور فلاسک گره بزنم برای کتاب های جیبی نشر ماهی که در جیب ژاکتم جا میگرفتند و شال گردنی که در کتابخانه میبافتم میان ورق زدن کتاب ها و صدای آرام آدم ها دلم برای روزهای سرد و برفی تنگ شده برای بینی یخ کرده ام برای بخار نفسم در هوای…
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عزیزکم؛ با تمام وجودم از آن خیابان نفرت دارم از درخت هایی که حماقت هایم را به خاطر دارند از آدم هایی که مرا بارها در آن خیابان دیده اند و از تمام خاطراتی که هنوز گوشه گوشه اش نفس میکشند با تمام خستگی و انزجاری که در رگ هایم میجوشد هنوز دلم میخواهد درخت ها خبری برایم داشته باشند یک خبر کوچک یک دلگرمی چیزی شبیه صدایی که از دور میرسد و میگوید هنوز تمام نشده شاید یک روز همین خیابان که این همه از آن بیزارم مرا با خبر خوب…
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هر دفعه که پام میذارم دامپزشکی پنج سال از عمرم کم میشه.
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عزیزکم این فرسودگی را میشناسی همان که با آن قایم باشک بازی میکنی و خیال میکنی گمش کرده ای اما یک روز در معمولی ترین لحظه از تاریک ترین گوشه بیرون می آید دست و پایت را میبندد و تو میمانی و یک سوال چه شد که دیگر توان خودم را ندارم
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ترس و سردرگمی دیگران مسئولیت تو نیست. اگر کسی آنقدر میترسد که هیچوقت قدمی برنمیدارد، احساسش هرچقدر هم واقعی باشد در نهایت برای تو تفاوت زیادی با "هیچ اقدامی نکردن" ندارد، عزیزکم. تو لازم نیست با نشانههای بیشتر، ترس او را درمان کنی. اگر واقعاً تو را میخواهد، یک جایی باید خودش از پشت این همه نشخوار فکری بیرون بیاید.
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اگر بخواهم روراست باشم، قلبم هنوز با فکر کردن به این اتفاقات درد میگیرد؛ دردی قدیمی، مثل میخی زنگ زده که سال هاست در جایی از سینه ام جا مانده و هر بار که خاطره ای از کنار آن میگذرد، دوباره در گوشت فرو میرود. من از کودکی با شبح ترسناک جایگزین شدن، بزرگ شده ام. همیشه کسی زیباتر بود، کسی موفق تر، کسی که انگار جهان او را با دست های گشوده تری پذیرفته بود. و من، پیش از آنکه کسی برود، جای خالی خودم را کنار او تصور میکردم. ش…
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Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @marmaladsib. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
This channel appears in 1 seed channel's Telegram-generated recommendation list in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 18 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“باقی مانده های یک گل خشک𓅪” (@marmaladsib), 172 subscribers as measured 18 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/marmaladsib.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.