because in the end i will be the person who is gonna get hurt

Channel
midnight
@midnightss
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
1subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001241357600 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @midnightss |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 August 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 14 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 8 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/midnightss |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 14 Aug 2026, 18:31 | 1 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 07:50 | 1 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 9 December 2023 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 23 April 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Photos
- 20
- Videos
- 1
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 14 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
Recent posts
im so hurt, but no way im gonna show it to him
i dont know if ever will
im still not over him(r)
god
one day i fell in love with a guy, and the part of my heart will always belong to him. i can’t blame him, bc i was a problem too. i respect him very much, i wanna keep in my memory his image of a sweet, kind, caring, good man. even if he hurt me, i still appreciate him for being the most important person in my life at that moment. it was so hard to get over through “the break up”. i shut myself off from everyone, tea…
and now i’m here, im healed, im good, i feel amazing. i love my life, and i know that everything happened was for a reason. it made me love myself, put myself in the first place
but the only thing i cant understand is what was in the people’s head while doing this to me. how do they felt? do they feel sorry for doing this to me? do they really cared? have they ever remembered about me? i remember myself in those times, i hated myself, i didnt like myself in that time, my self esteem was under ground, i couldnt stop crying, i had trains of thoughts, i couldnt talk to anyone, i cut men off fro…
i was heartbroken. it destroyed me emotionally. i thought i would never be able to go through with it. but isnt it funny? i felt like i was dying inside, and in the end, it feels like a breath of air that you've needed all this time. its like a dream, it feels like the whole world has been waiting for you. i never wanna be in that position again. ive had enough.
thanks good you left me, and i never wanna hear from you again. you ruined my life, and left the damage. i was trying to make me feel better by collecting myself by pieces. i hope the god will never forgive you for destroying me and my mental health and my FUCKING ACTUAL HEALTH SON OF A BITCH
я просто в шоке до сих пор
я этого человека просто презираю, может когда то я успокоюсь, но не сейчас так точно. человек просто напитал меня иллюзиями а вдоруг мы будем вместе, а вдруг это, а вдруг то. и единственное что я могу сказать и описать что я чувствую, так это ненависть. этот ублюдок дал мне ureaplasma. да чтоб ты сдох.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @midnightss. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 14 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“midnight” (@midnightss), 1 subscribers as measured 14 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/midnightss.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.