Telegram RegisterThe public register of Telegram
Telegram profile photo for مذكرات مؤلمة_painful diary 💔

Channel

مذكرات مؤلمة_painful diary 💔

@n04uuhj

On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry

2,064subscribers

-48 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026

Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.

Register entry

Telegram ID-1001319075153
TypeChannel
Username@n04uuhj
CreatedBetween 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated.
First recorded6 August 2026
Last confirmed live18 September 2026
Measurements held14
Confirmed unchanged1 time, most recently 18 September 2026
On Telegramt.me/n04uuhj

Topic

Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 16 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 95% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.

Growth

2,0642,1122,0886 August 2026 — 2,112 subscribers7 August 2026 — 2,111 subscribers10 August 2026 — 2,106 subscribers12 August 2026 — 2,104 subscribers16 August 2026 — 2,099 subscribers19 August 2026 — 2,098 subscribers22 August 2026 — 2,092 subscribers25 August 2026 — 2,089 subscribers28 August 2026 — 2,087 subscribers31 August 2026 — 2,081 subscribers4 September 2026 — 2,075 subscribers9 September 2026 — 2,072 subscribers13 September 2026 — 2,067 subscribers18 September 2026 — 2,064 subscribers6 August 202618 September 2026
14 measurements spanning 43 days, net -48. Dots are measurements; the straight line between them is drawn to join them, not to claim we know the path taken in between — snapshots are recorded only when a count changes, so gaps mean “no change observed”, never “interpolated”. The vertical axis spans 2,057–2,119 and does not start at zero.
Measurement log — every subscribers count we have recorded
Measured (UTC)SubscribersChange
18 Sept 2026, 13:162,064-3
13 Sept 2026, 23:572,067-5
9 Sept 2026, 21:362,072-3
4 Sept 2026, 10:582,075-6
31 Aug 2026, 22:252,081-6
28 Aug 2026, 19:552,087-2
25 Aug 2026, 20:042,089-3
22 Aug 2026, 21:352,092-6
19 Aug 2026, 06:072,098-1
16 Aug 2026, 14:532,099-5
12 Aug 2026, 16:432,104-2
10 Aug 2026, 01:052,106-5
7 Aug 2026, 06:312,111-1
6 Aug 2026, 20:192,112first reading

Engagement

21 posts held, back to 17 May 2026the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 2 pages of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.

Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 21 posts for this entry, the most recent from 7 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.

What this channel posts

Video runtime
58s
Average length
29s

Measured directly from 2 videos with a duration reading, out of the posts we hold for this channel — not this channel’s whole posting history, only the sample this register has actually read. An exact reading to the second, taken from the post itself rather than from Telegram’s own rounded chrome, so it carries no mark.

Reaction mix

175 reactions across 21 posts, in 5 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 46.3% of them.

Every reaction kind recorded on the sample, most used first
ReactionCountShareShare, drawn
8146.3%
💯6134.9%
💔2413.7%
🔥74.00%
😭21.14%

No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.

Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.

Coverage. Reactions were read on 21 of the 21 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 175 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.

Measured over the 21 most recent posts we hold, published 17 May 2026 to 7 August 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.

Recent posts

7 Aug 2026, 14:14 UTC12 views5 reactionsread 7 August 2026
Photo

لستُ الجميلة التي غيرت الوحش ولستُ ساندريلا التي تنتظر الأمير.. أنا أنثى تحتاج إلى أن تصبح وحشاً لتنجو …

💔31🔥1

28 Jul 2026, 15:00 UTC73 views6 reactionsread 7 August 2026

لطالما كانت حرية ارتكاب الأخطاء هي أهم تعريفاتي للأمان في أي علاقة . أن أرتكب أخطائي الخاصة، دون أن يعيد ذلك ، تعريف ما أنا عليه في حياة الشخص . أن أسير بصحبته كطفل يجرب للمرة الأولى أن يعيش لا يسعى لكسر الأطباق، لكن لا يخشى أن يُطرد من المطبخ إن كسر طبقاً أو أحرق شيئاً . أن أعيش غضبي، وخوفي وحزني وحبي وحماقتي دون أن يصير التنازل عن نفسي هو ثمن ملاقاة الآخرين. ولطالما ( كحيلة دفاعية ) كسرت الأطباق متعمدة، لأخسر من س

4💯2

23 Jul 2026, 15:05 UTC113 views6 reactionsread 7 August 2026
Photo

" افهم الإنسان قبل أن تحاول تغييره، فقد يكون اختلافه عنك هو ما تحتاجه حياتك، وأنت مشغول بمحوه. "

3💯3

20 Jul 2026, 21:09 UTC136 views6 reactionsread 7 August 2026

"لا أريدُ أن أندفعَ مرةً أخرى، آخر مرة إندفعت ناحية أحدهم مشيت في الشارع لا أعرفُ كيف أتنفس من البكاءِ والندم."

💯4💔2

12 Jul 2026, 21:49 UTC175 views5 reactionsread 7 August 2026

" الناس تنظر إلى ما لا تملك، وأنا أنظر إلى جسدي الفاني كيف يتحرك.. "

💔5

9 Jul 2026, 15:43 UTC196 views10 reactionsread 7 August 2026
Photo

"أنت مسؤول عمن استأنست.." ‏عبارة يقولها الثعلب للأمير الصغير في رائعة أنطوان دوسانت اكزوبيري. ‏كل من جعلت قلبه يأنس إليك، كل من أنبتَّ في روحه زهرة عشم ، أنت مسؤول عنه . كل من منحته مساحة في حياتك حتى اعتاد وجودك، أصبحت مسؤولًا عن الأثر الذي ستتركه فيه . لأن الخذلان لا يقاس بحجم الغياب ، بل بعمق الألفة التي سبقته .

6💯4

2 Jul 2026, 16:58 UTC208 views5 reactionsread 7 August 2026
Video

قلتلي القناعة هي كنز ما بيفنى وقنعنا بكير وقد ما قنعنا تلفنا..⛅️

5

27 Jun 2026, 20:43 UTC217 views10 reactionsread 7 August 2026

‏رغم موت الكثير الكثير الكثير.. إلا أنني حتى الآن لم أستوعب فكرة الموت كيف وبلحظة واحدة يختفي من كان أمامك إلى الأبد كيف لهذه الأحرف الثلاثة أن تكون بهذه القسوة ؟!

💔10

24 Jun 2026, 19:49 UTC250 views8 reactionsread 7 August 2026

“ الشخص الذي يُظهر لكَ ألوانه ُالحقيقية، لا تُحاول إعادة رسمه .”

5🔥3

22 Jun 2026, 00:24 UTC277 views8 reactionsread 7 August 2026
Photo

" أخبرني شخص أهتم لأمره جداً أنني سيّئة، فأجبته بلا مبالاة بأنّ رأيه لا يعنيني.. إلا أني قضيت نصف عمري أحاول إثبات عكس ما نعتني به والنصف الآخر أحاول إخراج كلماته من رأسي."

💔42😭2

19 Jun 2026, 19:17 UTC260 views9 reactionsread 7 August 2026

"العلاقات الإنسانية ( حتى أعمقها وأوثقها ) تتضمن نسبة من الأذى، إما أن يحدث جهلاً أو عمداً. ومن الخطأ أن يرى المرء نفسه بمنتهى النقاوة في علاقاته، وإن كان خيّراً بنواياه إلا أنّه مؤذٍ بجهله. من لايتتبع أثر زلاته وأخطائه على نفس الآخر، يصبح مع مرور الوقت مؤذياً بشكل لايطاق."

💯53🔥1

Showing the 12 most recent of 21 posts we hold for @n04uuhj. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.

Forward network

Republished by

Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.

Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.

Cite this entry

A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 18 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.

“مذكرات مؤلمة_painful diary 💔” (@n04uuhj), 2,064 subscribers as measured 18 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/n04uuhj.

Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.