مُصابةٌ بالقلق حالِمةٌ على قدرِ عشوائية الأيام قلبي موهوم و روحي عالقة في ثنايا عالمٍ ليس لهُ وجود
Channel
ذِڪْرَى
@shamsamer1
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
1,188subscribers
-30 since we began measuring on 20 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001682119782 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @shamsamer1 |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 30 April 2023 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 20 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 18 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 9 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 18 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/shamsamer1 |
Topic
Literature — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 18 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 90% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 18 Sept 2026, 17:55 | 1,188 | -6 |
| 14 Sept 2026, 00:17 | 1,194 | -2 |
| 10 Sept 2026, 13:38 | 1,196 | -10 |
| 5 Sept 2026, 11:58 | 1,206 | -1 |
| 30 Aug 2026, 00:16 | 1,207 | -6 |
| 27 Aug 2026, 05:03 | 1,213 | -2 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 05:13 | 1,215 | -3 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 21:33 | 1,218 | no change |
| 20 Aug 2026, 00:01 | 1,218 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 7 June 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 30 November 2025. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
كل رغباتي تلاشت عدا رغبتي الأزلية في الجلوس معاً صامتين كلانا يشرب ملامح الآخر.
{وَ إِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ} على أنفسنا والدنيا على كل ما يفوق طاقاتنا ، وتفتر عنده عزائمنا بك نستعين فأنت وعزتك خير معين.
قد يقول لك أحدهم " عيوني " فتشعر بأنك أجمل شخص في الكون لفرط ما عيناه جميلة.
تودُّ الهروب من كل شيء لتعيش تلك الهُدنة المتبقية لك من الحياة، تَرجو أن تستيقظ على عالمٍ آخر بروح متجردة من جميع لحظاتها المشؤومة.
كل ما تُحاول أنْ تُنيرهُ اليوم، هو مَسعى خَفِي لإطفائِكَ غَداً.
كان من الممكن ان الجأ إليك في ليلة أرق كهذه، لتخبرني أنه لا داعي للخوف وإنَّ ما كسر يمكن إصلاحه أو ربما تعويضه بأشياء جديدة تماما، فَأطمئن أكثر ويعود كلانا إلى النوم شاعرين بسخافة ما يحدث في هذا العالم، لكن الحياة ليست بهذه البساطة وأنت لست هنا.
لطالما كان حُضورك هائلًا ، ضخمًا ، كأنكَ عائلة و ألف صديق ، كنتَ رغم قلّتك كثيراً .
أما الآن فأنا لا أحمل في داخلي شيءً أكثر من أسف عميق وهائل أقدمة لنفسي التي أرهقتها بالركض في طريق مأهول بالخيبة .
أحبُّكَ حُباً قد حرُمتهُ شريعتي فصارَ ناراً بِصدري تُذكي حُرقتي اعلم بأنَّ الهوى بيننا مُحَّرمٌ لكن قَلبي آبى نسيان لَوعتِي.
أصلُ أم لا ما نفع الوصول إذا كان الغياب هو كل ما ينتظرني، لا معنى للطريق حين لا تكون النهاية ما أريد.
- انتهى بي المطاف في مكانٍ باردٍ لا يُشبهني، أُمارسُ العيشَ لا الحياة، أُسايرُ الأيامَ كمنْ يحملُ جنازتَهُ في قلبه، غدوتُ الغريبةَ التي حذّرتُ نفسي أن لا أكونها، وأصبحتُ نسخةً باهتةً منّي.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @shamsamer1. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@EUEX3 · 100,967
Telegram ranks this channel #26 of 74 here — alongside 73 others — read 20 August 2026
@inTrauma · 27,394
Telegram ranks this channel #57 of 71 here — alongside 70 others — read 10 September 2026
This channel appears in 2 seed channels' Telegram-generated recommendation lists in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 18 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“ذِڪْرَى” (@shamsamer1), 1,188 subscribers as measured 18 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/shamsamer1.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.