الألم الذي لا يحكى عنه يقطع القلب

Channel
لـ ليلى
@tullll99
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
1,378subscribers
-156 since we began measuring on 8 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1003440510999 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @tullll99 |
| Created | Between 1 November 2025 and 31 March 2026 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 9 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 11 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 9 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/tullll99 |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 9 Sept 2026, 03:17 | 1,378 | -17 |
| 3 Sept 2026, 13:01 | 1,395 | -6 |
| 30 Aug 2026, 23:53 | 1,401 | -14 |
| 28 Aug 2026, 01:33 | 1,415 | -14 |
| 25 Aug 2026, 06:28 | 1,429 | -10 |
| 22 Aug 2026, 10:23 | 1,439 | -22 |
| 18 Aug 2026, 23:16 | 1,461 | -16 |
| 16 Aug 2026, 03:28 | 1,477 | -27 |
| 12 Aug 2026, 18:54 | 1,504 | -20 |
| 9 Aug 2026, 22:11 | 1,524 | -10 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 22:45 | 1,534 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 6 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 8 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Video runtime
- 28s
- Average length
- 14s
Measured directly from 2 videos with a duration reading, out of the posts we hold for this channel — not this channel’s whole posting history, only the sample this register has actually read. An exact reading to the second, taken from the post itself rather than from Telegram’s own rounded chrome, so it carries no ≈ mark.
Recent posts
عِشت حَياتي وطلعت وافتريت وقابلت هواي ناس يتمنون مني بس فرصه وحده ، ومكدرت انطيها لان كلبي مويمي فجان اكو شعر جدًا يناسب وضعي يكول: بعدني معَلعل بدونك شما كثرت عليه وجوه ، فدوه تروح لعيونك واذا وياي صاروا نَاس كل عقلك يعوضونك ؟! لا تتوقَع اتخطيت اني بكلبي ماخونك
مـات الزرع ، و مـا بچة الفلاح !
Signed 𝑺𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛 🦋
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Signed 𝑺𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛 🦋
كل ما أُريده هو أن أتعافى مما تركته الأيام الصعبة في روحي، أن تنتهي أثار تلك الجروح العميقة من داخلي، أن أنسى ما أبكاني و أتخطى كل هذا الأنطفاء الذي حدث لي، أن أُضيء مجددًا بشغفٍ آخر وبقلبٍ سليم .
ف غرقت عيناي هذه المره في الدموع بكيت بحرقه على يآسي بكيت بكاء التائه الذي لا يعرف اين يذهب بكيت على ضعفي وقلة حيلتي بكيت على صبري بكيت على ضيق نفسي
أغمضتهَا كِي لا تَفيضُ فأمطرت أيقنتُ اني لَستُ أملك مَدمعي
الانهيار الغلط بالوقت الغلط والمكان الغلط بس الاشخاص جانو الصح .
يارب يطلع الي حسيت وشعوري مو صح 🫷🏻💔
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توقفت عن شرح نفسي لأن من أراد أن يفهمني سيفعل ومن قرر أن يسيء الظن بي لن تغيّر الحقيقة في قلبه ألف كلمة لذلك اخترت أن أعيش بما يرضي اللّه وضميري لا بما يرضي الناس .
لم أعد أتمسك بمن اختار الرحيل ولا أنتظر اعتذارًا ممن كان سببًا في ألمي فقد أدركت أن بعض الدروس لا تأتي لتغيّر الآخرين بل لتغيّرنا نحن وأن السلام الحقيقي يبدأ حين نتوقف عن البحث عن تفسيرٍ لكل ما حدث ونكتفي باليقين أن ما أخذه اللّٰه من طريقنا لم يكن خيرًا لنا أن يبقى اللهم ارزقني قلبًا لا يتعلق إلا بك وطمأنينةً تغنيني عن كل ما فات
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @tullll99. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
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Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 9 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“لـ ليلى” (@tullll99), 1,378 subscribers as measured 9 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/tullll99.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.