انگار همهی آدمها خوشحالن میتونی منو ببینی؟ چون من آبی و خاکستریام این اشکهایی که توی آینه میبینم، معنیشون چیه؟ واقعاً نمیدونم از کجا همهچیز خراب شد از بچگی یه علامت سؤال آبی توی سرم داشتم شاید برای همین بود که اینقدر سخت و با تمام توانم زندگی کردم، نمیدونم ولی وقتی برگشتم و پشت سرمو نگاه کردم، دیدم همینجا خشکم زده و اون سایهی تیز و ترسناک داره منو میبلعه اون علامت سؤال آبی هنوزم سر جاشه نمیدونم واقعاً ا…

Channel
«نخهایسیگاراو»
@bigrildontcry
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
4subscribers
-35 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1002207725994 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @bigrildontcry |
| Created | Between 1 June 2024 and 30 September 2024 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 10 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 11 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 6 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 2 times, most recently 11 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/bigrildontcry |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 1 Sept 2026, 13:53 | 4 | -42 |
| 25 Aug 2026, 01:33 | 46 | -7 |
| 16 Aug 2026, 19:35 | 53 | +13 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 19:30 | 40 | no change |
| 8 Aug 2026, 13:51 | 40 | +1 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 20:26 | 39 | first reading |
Engagement
14 posts held, back to 6 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 14 posts for this entry, the most recent from 10 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Video runtime
- 1m 11s
- Average length
- 24s
Measured directly from 3 videos with a duration reading, out of the posts we hold for this channel — not this channel’s whole posting history, only the sample this register has actually read. An exact reading to the second, taken from the post itself rather than from Telegram’s own rounded chrome, so it carries no ≈ mark.
Recent posts
قانون بعدی زندگی: سعی نکن زیاد بدونی. دونستن زیادی همراه خودش مسئولیت و غم میاره.
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- You know it's kinda depressing? + what? - I'll never find that kind of love + what do you mean? - there's just no darkness, it's just sweet. + yeah - idk if that would ever be enough for me... 𖣠| @breazelnut
دیگه به این باور رسیدم که نمیتونم مثل بقیه داشته بشم یا دوست داشته باشم؛ ته مغزم میدونم با بقیه متفاوتم و توانایی دادن کل قلب و توجهم رو به یکی ندارم؛ توانایی باور کردن اینکه یکی تموم قلب و توجهش رو بهم بده هم ندارم. همیشه اون عقب یه جایگاه ویژه به شک و بی اعتمادی میدم.
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حالا میگم "لاس زدن" شما شاید تو ذهنتون بیاد که وا یعنی به همه نخ میدهید؟ خیر. به مردم لبخند میزنم و بهشون میگم خوشگل شدن و اگه حس کنم مثلا مویِ فرفریشون کیوته بهشون میگم موی فرفریشون کیوته. و کلا از اینکه انقدر تمامِ جوامع انسانی جمعیتِ عمدهاشون خشک و تو کون نروان اعصابم خورد میشه. چرا انقد باید آدمی براش سخت باشه که از یکی دیگه تعریف کنه؟! و حالا یه دو پَر خلاقیت هم قاطیِ این تعریف کردن کنه :)) این میشه همون چی…
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تنها عکسهای امشب-
Showing the 12 most recent of 14 posts we hold for @bigrildontcry. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Names
Channels on the register whose handles appear in this channel's posts.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 1 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“«نخهایسیگاراو»” (@bigrildontcry), 4 subscribers as measured 1 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/bigrildontcry.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.