*** Ты была моя смерть: тебя мог я держать, когда всё ускользало. Пауль Целан
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Channel
@eshsau
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
308subscribers
+5 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1002045839960 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @eshsau |
| Created | Between 1 November 2023 and 31 May 2024 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 31 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 31 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/eshsau |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 31 Aug 2026, 19:44 | 308 | +1 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 14:47 | 307 | +2 |
| 16 Aug 2026, 06:58 | 305 | +2 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 08:00 | 303 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 18:24 | 303 | first reading |
19 posts held, back to 19 April 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 19 posts for this entry, the most recent from 20 July 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
250 reactions across 19 posts, in 7 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 78.0% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 195 | 78.0% | |
| 💔 | 39 | 15.6% | |
| 🐳 | 7 | 2.80% | |
| ❤🔥 | 4 | 1.60% | |
| ⚡ | 3 | 1.20% | |
| 🍓 | 1 | 0.4% | |
| 😍 | 1 | 0.4% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 19 of the 19 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 250 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 19 most recent posts we hold, published 19 April 2026 to 20 July 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
*** Ты была моя смерть: тебя мог я держать, когда всё ускользало. Пауль Целан
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Некоторые богословы и духовные авторы заметили, что согласные YHWH (Яхве) можно произнести почти без участия голоса — как вдох и выдох. Поэтому они символически говорили, что имя Бога звучит как само человеческое дыхание. Например: вдох — «Йа…», выдох — «…хве». Это красивый мистический образ: каждый человек, дыша, словно непрерывно произносит имя Бога.
❤19
Арго берёт за весла новые звезды! Гимн моих новых времен.
❤8😍1
«Открой…и Он сотворит».
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Посвящается нашему маковому ордену мистиков, с которыми мы бороздим пространства Морфея и Афродиты, ныряем к истокам мироздания и созерцаем тайну. Евгений Головин о маках: «Мак — цветок женских любовных околдований и женских таинств».🌸 Из прикладного и полезного: Положи бутон лунного мака на сердце спящего любовника и он никогда тебя не покинет. Если предварительно ты сбрызнешь этот бутон соком молочая, смешанног…
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Когда, как сейчас, ежедневный труд не оставляет свободного вдоха и времени для общения со сверхъестественным, я вспоминаю слова Исаака Сирина и нахожу в них успокоение и радость: «Потому что ангелы должны перемещать звезды и другие светила по одному и тому же маршруту в срок. И эту задачу им дали раньше, чем им было позволено созерцать Бога». Ангел с фрески Джотто
❤16💔6
Согласно библейскому мифу человек первоначально живет в раю и наделен в нем особой сущностной полнотой. Грехопадение — попадание в мир. Оно открывает перспективу времени и связанную с ним человеческую историю. Но чем является эта история, как не движение назад, к утраченной «сущностной дали»? История оказывается историей спасения, то есть движения к Страшному суду и воскрешению, за которым мерцает призрак рая, которы…
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САД – ГРУСТЬ это (быть может) ветер клонит – такое легкое (для смерти) сердце Геннадий Айги
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Из лекций по философии христианства: «Любовь ищет тех, кто станет её свидетелем».
💔15
Однажды вечером я посадил Красоту к себе на колени. - И нашел ее горькой. Рембо. «Одно лето в аду»
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Филипп Жакоте
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*** мы укрылись в развалинах ночи между минутами и замерли беззвучно полз свет трупы звёзд холодели и гасли мы лежали вцепившись друг в друга бессмертные целый миг Евгений Сильман Подборка вышла на несовременнике
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Showing the 12 most recent of 19 posts we hold for @eshsau. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Names
Channels on the register whose handles appear in this channel's posts.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 31 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Nina Eshsau” (@eshsau), 308 subscribers as measured 31 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/eshsau.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.