پذیرفتن شرایط هم موضوع سخت و عجیبیه. مثلا من مدتی هست که دارم تلاش میکنم که ناامیدی رو بپذیرم. بپذیرم که حالا که نمیتونم امید رو برای خودم نگه دارم، ناامیدی رو انتخاب کنم. امید که برای من نیست، حداقل ناامیدی برای من باشه. بپذیرم که شرایط هیچوقت قرار نیست بهتر بشه. قبول کنم که هر روز احتمالا قراره از روز قبلی بدتر باشه. بپذیرم که شادی کوتاهه، و غم برای مدت طولانیتری روی آدم سایه میاندازه. بپذیرم که آدم اگه در حال…

Channel
·Alaska, Alaska·
@alaskaandtea
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
23,447subscribers
+952 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 10,000–31,623.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001276823836 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @alaskaandtea |
| Created | 3 June 2021 — measured — cross-checked against a third-party dataset (ext.tg_channel) |
| First recorded | 6 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 18 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 33 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 18 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/alaskaandtea |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 10 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 83% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 18 Sept 2026, 23:36 | 23,447 | +108 |
| 16 Sept 2026, 11:57 | 23,339 | -4 |
| 14 Sept 2026, 19:17 | 23,343 | +21 |
| 13 Sept 2026, 03:57 | 23,322 | -16 |
| 11 Sept 2026, 05:17 | 23,338 | +29 |
| 8 Sept 2026, 08:40 | 23,309 | +128 |
| 5 Sept 2026, 05:17 | 23,181 | +46 |
| 3 Sept 2026, 08:33 | 23,135 | +27 |
| 1 Sept 2026, 23:13 | 23,108 | +21 |
| 31 Aug 2026, 20:45 | 23,087 | +21 |
| 30 Aug 2026, 23:23 | 23,066 | +95 |
| 29 Aug 2026, 20:04 | 22,971 | +58 |
| 28 Aug 2026, 17:03 | 22,913 | +8 |
| 27 Aug 2026, 19:13 | 22,905 | +2 |
| 26 Aug 2026, 21:14 | 22,903 | -2 |
| 25 Aug 2026, 19:13 | 22,905 | -26 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 18:08 | 22,931 | +3 |
| 23 Aug 2026, 00:46 | 22,928 | +59 |
| 21 Aug 2026, 12:17 | 22,869 | +12 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 13:11 | 22,857 | first reading |
Engagement
86 posts held, back to 31 July 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 58 pages of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
- ERR · 30 days
- 22.3%
- avg views ÷ 23,447 subscribers
- Avg views / post
- 5,240
- 32 posts measured
- Reaction rate
- —
- this channel exposes no reaction counts
- Posts in window
- 32
- of 86 held
ERR is average views per post over the last 30 days divided by subscribers, the definition TGStat uses, so this figure is comparable with the one you will see elsewhere. It falls structurally as a channel grows: a high ERR on a small channel and a low one on a large channel describe reach mathematics, not quality. We publish the figure and the sample it came from and pass no verdict on it.
ER is defined industry-wide as (forwards + reactions + comments) ÷ views — note the denominator is views, not subscribers. Telegram’s public web preview carries views and reactions but not forward or comment counts, so the reaction rate above is the reactions term only and is therefore a floor: the true ER for this channel is higher by an amount we have not measured and will not estimate.
| Window | Rolling 30 days · latest post in window 2 September 2026 |
|---|---|
| Posts held | 86 (31 July 2026 – 2 September 2026) |
| Views total | 167,630 |
| Reactions total | — |
| Forwards / comments | not exposed by the public surface — not measured, not estimated |
| Readings taken | 3 Sept 2026, 11:10 UTC |
Views are a single reading per post, taken at the time above. A post published in the last day or two is still accumulating views, which pulls the 30-day average down slightly. That is a property of the standard definition rather than a fault in it, so we keep the definition rather than “correcting” the number into something nobody can reproduce.
Precision. Telegram publishes view counts on its public widget in short form — 8.12K, 3.7M — so any reading at or above 1,000 reaches us rounded to three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. Averages and rates derived from them are shown to the same precision rather than to the unit: a figure like 3,701,250 would assert digits nobody measured.
Reaction counts are published per emoji and rounded the same way, so a total below 1,000 is exact and a larger one is a sum that may carry a rounded component from each emoji above 1,000. Because it is a sum, it does not look rounded — read a large reaction total as three significant figures per contributing emoji rather than as the figure it prints.
Recent posts
and the feeling of being alive For the first time, in a long time
انتونی بوردین با تهدیگ و چای و نبات.
Photo, posted without a caption
اگه دوست داشتید حتما مستند parts unknown رو ببینید. میتونید از اینجا دانلودش کنید. طولانیه، ولی مثلا میتونید فقط قسمتهای شهر و کشور مورد علاقهتون رو تماشا کنید چون دیدنش واقعا خوش میگذره! من دوباره دارم قسمتهای مورد علاقهم رو میبینم و سعی میکنم اونهایی که دوست دارم رو اینجا هم بذارم. ولی مثلا اون قسمتی که توی ایران فیلمبرداری شده رو حتما ببینید چون بعدش متوجه میشین که چقدر در عین حال که خیلی چیزها تغییر کر…
راستش من توی رویاهام دوست داشتم شبیه آنتونی بوردین زندگی کنم، ولی نمیدونم چی شد که اینطوری شد.
باور کنید این لذتی که در صحبت کردن و شنیده شدن هست در چیز دیگهای نیست. کلا این موضوع که یک نفر به همهی حرفهای من درمورد موضوعهای مختلف گوش بده، یا اتفاقهای عجیب روزانهم، مکالماتم با آدمهای دیگه، یا اطلاعات غیرضروری درمورد موضوعهایی که احتمالا هیچ جایی به دردش نمیخورن رو بشنوه، خیلی بامزهس. بامزهتر اینه که این چیزها رو یادش بمونه و بگه که مثلا فلان روز فلان چیز رو به من گفتی و من حواسم هست. ببخشید، یعنی و…
Video message, posted without a caption
این رو سال ۱۴۰۳ نوشته بودم، سال ۱۴۰۴ اینجا گذاشتمش، الان دوباره سال ۱۴۰۵ همین اوضاعه. یعنی حتی از ناراحت بودن و غصه خوردن هم خسته شدم از بس که همهچیز تکراریه و این باتلاق داره همهمون رو کمکم توی خودش غرق میکنه.
and you got pretty good at running just to be alone
من میدونستم که ممکنه از شخصیت باباعه توی این کتاب خوشم نیاد ولی دیگه نه در این حد!
داخل مترو، همیشه بین دو ایستگاه خاص، چراغهای قطار برای حدودا یک دقیقه خاموش میشن (نمیدونم دلیلش چیه) و فقط یه نور کوچیک داخل واگن باقی میمونه. هر بار که جلوی پنجرههای قطار ایستاده باشم و این اتفاق بیفته، میتونم صورتم رو توی سیاهی شیشه، واضحتر از همیشه ببینم. برای حدود یک دقیقه، انگار توی یه فضای خالی معلقی؛ نه کاملا اینجایی، نه جایی بیرون از قطار، و با این حال داری با سرعت از بین تاریکی عبور میکنی. هر بار که …
Showing the 12 most recent of 86 posts we hold for @alaskaandtea. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
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Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 2 registered channels — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
Names
Channels on the register whose handles appear in this channel's posts.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Channels Telegram recommends alongside this one
Telegram’s own answer, not this register’s. When this register asks Telegram’s API what is similar to this channel, this is the list it returns, in the exact order Telegram returns it — never re-sorted by subscribers or by anything else this register measures. The relationship, and the order, are Telegram’s; we record them and date them, and make no claim of our own about which of these channels actually resemble this one.
@hastistic · 8,046#1
@peopleintheattic · 14,294#2
@reysvignette · 10,295#3
@whyliterature · 9,240#4
@booksiireadd · 5,713#5
@hppydino · 10,289#6
@bwithanne · 1,407#7
@underatrillionstars · 3,426#8
@spiiz · 11,998#9
@handscantalk · 4,502#10
@oioiitsme · 4,854#11
@lookingforlightt · 2,775#12
@perfect_now · 2,942 (as read 18 September 2026)#13
@ADeadlySin · 4,477#14
@thebrowncastle · 3,421#15
@hominnnnn · 1,896#16
@heartree · 11,866#17
@Belacio · 9,542#18
@inthemoodfornothing · 1,590#19
@phenomenalikeme · 23,625#20
@heystudywithme · 5,322#21
@unicorneliaws · 4,317#22
@inmycupofcoffee · 15,322#23
@izaziishere · 2,918#24
@iwillleavehere · 2,985#25
@Dernius · 3,195#26
@radiohazz · 2,841#27
@BohemianVirago · 5,487#28
@RegaPlus · 1,474,377#29
@iaminqazi · 12,256#30
@Titiisblooming · 10,653#31
@swingerofbirchess · 9,388#32
@neartothewildheartt · 14,996#33
@DeadstarsSociety · 12,615#34
@naransbookstore · 17,190#35
@tysurrr · 4,447#36
@Dahaar · 10,433#37
@baharshome · 4,329#38
@astrologybott · 10,634#39
@veuphoriaar · 8,271#40
@darcyslife · 4,181#41
@vellichorsara · 3,008#42
@MindsCubicle · 3,719#43
@PIuviophile · 5,018#44
@coralineherself · 4,734#45
@lastmouvement · 6,015#46
@RegaLeakShit · 42,389#47
@sp4luv · 21,002#48
@harinmood · 18,450#49
@parsalimi · 11,812#50
@TaIsLost · 5,749#51
@mihaae · 3,293#52
@IReallyHopeSoTwo · 7,209#53
@Dansedespapillons · 3,553#54
@ISenvolerI · 4,126#55
@norwagianforest · 3,394#56
@theredcurl · 1,919#57
@AndTheWindWillCarryUs · 20,834#58
@paltoee · 3,355#59
@mountainflowers · 2,592#60
@asallweo · 27,500#61
@vinyvidzam · 62,358#62
@ballutt · 2,297#63
@exultantmoment · 6,128#64
@Beustaa · 18,528#65
@maryshomeishere · 4,095#66
@herwonderland · 191,894#67
@throughtheolivetreess · 2,055#68
@theycallmeasall · 11,469#69
@blackstar_writes · 8,253#70
@whereiismylove · 1,474 (as read 18 September 2026)#71
@medishen1 · 4,424#72
@susansgarden · 14,015#73
@amantedelte · 475 (as read 18 September 2026)#74
@SameOldShit · 8,112#75
Read from Telegram’s recommendation API, most recently 18 September 2026. Telegram holds a list like this for a small and growing share of the register — how this is measured, and why most channel pages show nothing here.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@vernte · 27,981
Telegram ranks this channel #11 of 62 here — alongside 61 others — read 14 September 2026
@phenomenalikeme · 23,625
Telegram ranks this channel #33 of 80 here — alongside 79 others — read 17 September 2026
@redcurtainswhisper · 39,191
Telegram ranks this channel #46 of 66 here — alongside 65 others — read 4 September 2026
@sarabehaghighat · 22,342
Telegram ranks this channel #53 of 84 here — alongside 83 others — read 21 September 2026
@nabayad_m · 39,233
Telegram ranks this channel #69 of 88 here — alongside 87 others — read 31 August 2026
This channel appears in 5 seed channels' Telegram-generated recommendation lists in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 18 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“·Alaska, Alaska·” (@alaskaandtea), 23,447 subscribers as measured 18 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/alaskaandtea.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.